Identity

Who Am I? Who do I imagine myself to be? What does the mind-consciousness system do to me and whisper?

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to be self-honest about my identity that is false.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to mold myself into a “hip hop  wu-tang ghetto movie personality”

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to identify my identity with temporary phases

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to unconsciously emulate david carradine in kung fu the legend continoues” as a calm,wise invincible kung fu master personality

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to emulate personalities from actors in movies i watched

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to emulate body and brain yoga into my personality

I forgive myslelf for alowing and accepting myself to identify and emulate jason scott le in dragon: the bruce lee story

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to face myself and the point who am I really?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to identify with P and emulate his personality

 

 

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Self-honesty and self-forgiveness for work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not educate myself on the money system

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that the purpose on earth is to accumulate currency

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to get pissed off about working

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to get violent about work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to make myself depressed by saying i have to find a job/work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my past memories of mistakes and being told that i’m doing something wrong and believing that who i am is wrong,defected

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be mad at myself for not being able to pass mortuary school and become a funeral director

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that if I have small money I am small

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I am wrong defected, and useless.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I am a below average worker.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge me when i am working and surrounded by others

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become drained from working

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become stressed out from my last job

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to assault my supervisor/boss

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate women at work who hate men

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not face myself on the point of responsiblity

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to ignore, forget,and turn away from self-responsiblity

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become upset at employees who work with me

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to blame other employees for how i feel.

I forgive myself allowing and accepting myself to hold in my anger in my body around other employees

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to ignore and look away from money and it’s role

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to work at a steady job for a extended period of time and EARN more money

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe in the scarcity/poverty consciousness rather than abundance

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to settle for less and suppress my talents which are seen as “spiritual”

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I can’t get income from doing what i love and am passionate about

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not really want to work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to work at a place/job that is not satisfying

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think that a job is a commitment like marriage that is a trap you can’t get out of.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to find a way not to work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become anxious about work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist the point of the work schedule and how it interferes with being at home

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to limit myself by saying I don’t want to do work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to limit and resist work and therefore compromise my self-development.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to affect my self with negative thinking about I don’t want to go to work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fall into thinking that i have to work on my bosses managers and co-workers time.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge money

 

 

 

I see,realise , and understand that I need currency to EARN my own place, new clothes, food, travelling,fitness,material things.etc. I tell myself i’d rather be at home than work.

How do I define work? Earning income for physical basic needs and rights. Financial Support.Second home/womb. Rebirthing. My favorite  from Leonard Orr “tapping into the U.S. economy pipeline” Abundance. Universal. Alchemy. Opus=Work.

work rhymes with twerk(shake ass) money system and sex system? hurt.self-forgiveness on money and sex thoughts of the “mind-consciousness system” and “poverty consciousness”. Inner sexual and money and abundance “work” working on yourself.Shadow self. Shadow “work”

job-handjob,blowjob. money and sex?

I commit myself to work on myself.

I commit myself to investigate my relationship with work

 

 

 

 

 

 

Supporting Myself

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to support myself

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not face myself and the point of supporting myself

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to consider what is best for all of life