Building Deck

I had an interesting experience over the weekend.  I am working with my dad and brother in law on building a deck for the house I live in with my parents.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to beat myself up over mistakes and not being good enough fast enough to to the task of mixing cement in wheelbarrel then pouring into post holes in backyard.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become depressed and unhappy because of working

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not stop breathe and take a break when my body needed a break

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to get sucked into the vortex of doing things compulsively where I’m overwhelmed because there’e always more to do

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to talk negatively of myself put myself down and then hinder my performance for working on the deck.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think that my dad and brother in law we’re watching me work

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to get angry at my dad for not moving fast enough

I forgive myself fir allow8ng and accepting myself to be hard on mysekf while preparing the deck foundation with cement

 

 

 

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