Day 9- Possesiveness

Possessiveness- having or manifesting a desire to control or dominate another, especially to limit that persons relationships with others. Although it’s hard to admit there is possessiveness within me self honestly it is true. All the women I’ve been interested. I don’t like the men that talk to them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize i’m possessive. and secretly wish to limit girls that i know or meet with guys there around.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of men who talk or hang out with women i am interested in.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in the past to wish for relationships in which the women is “my girl” is “mine” like a possession. Which is not true love.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deceive myself about being possessive

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use seduction as a way to possess a women

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in possessive thoughts a form of abuse..

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be mad at men who talk to women i want to get to know or am interested in.

When and as i see myself getting jealous of men talking to women i wished i was with I stop and breathe

I commit myself to investigate my possessiveness

I commit myself to own my jealousy

I commit myself to accept myself for who i am and stop looking for women who are not interested in me or realistic.

 

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